It’s been a while..I don’t know why I never thought of quitting blogging. Sometimes I forget I have a blog but I never thought of deleting it.
The past 6 months were crazy. New job, new life, new people, new everything. Everything around me changed. I almost changed myself.
I worked hard to impress special people. I worked so hard that I almost lost my identity, I became a person who says sorry alot (can you believe that?). I was happy and sad because I was scared of losing this happiness, or that’s what I thought.
I ended up being a totally different person. And when you change your inner self, it doesn’t matter if you’re better or worse now. It’s just not you anymore, and it’s always bad! Because you’ll never be you.
I don’t make any sense, all I know is that I should stop whatever I’m doing and be the old stubborn, mean and rude me again. I might work on my attitude a bit to be a better “social” person but that’s it. I can’t handle losing the people I almost ruined myself for.
Oh, Happy New Year!
وإذا لازم غيّر حالي..لازم كون أحسن بنظري أنا قبل أيّا حدا
Every time it happens, we get busy blaming ourselves!
Zionists hit Lebanon, everyone get busy blaming Hezbollah.
Zionists hit Gaza, everyone get busy blaming Hamas, then everyone get busy blaming Egypt, and then everyone get busy blaming everyone for blaming Egypt, then everyone get busy blaming everyone for blaming Hamas…And ofcourse, everyone get busy blaming Iran as well..(I can go forever here).
It’s not wrong to make a statement or say what you stand for out loud to everyone. But it’s wrong to forget the main goal for all of this: to end the suffering caused by the Zionists. Stop wasting your whole time on blaming everyone because it won’t change anything. Yes it won’t! It’s not like Mubarak will suddenly open his borders, and it’s not like Nasrallah will praise Egypt in his next speeches. The Arabs will remain puppets, more Children will die, more Arabs will watch them die and blame Egypt/Hamas/Iran/Hezbollah…..etc.
Have no faith in your leaders.
Have no faith in your people to get rid of your leaders.
Do something to end the suffering: Donate, support Gaza with your heart before your money.
I haven’t visited this blog for a while now but I had to say something about this. TFEH
What’s more hilarious is Angry Arab’s reaction posts.
What’s even more hilarious is this. (What’s your score guys?)
Nature is amazing..
But this…I have never seen anything like this before..
this is more than amazing!!!
Someday, I’ll go and see them for real!
I will..
What is Aurora Borealis(Wiki)
Email from Maha Taki:
Hello bloggers
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A friend of mine sent me the book with this message in August 08:
Have an amazing time reading it, but I want you to do something for me!
Read upto page 44 at once (or at least in a two reading session period) and when you reach and finish upto page 44, sms me ur comments.
Ill reply with something depending on what you sms/how u feel about what you read!
I’ve read like he said. And the moment I read the last word at page 44 I turned off the computer and stared into nothing for a while. I can’t finish the book. I haven’t still processed the idea..hehehe..Oh and my reply to my friend’s message isn’t appropriate to display here ~blushes~
It’s a weird book. To me, I was reading my deepest thoughts about everything in life which I don’t dare to talk about even to myself. And page 44 was the thing that removed the dead end I had before to find many others ofcourse..
It’s a thought experiment just as the author mentioned in his very interesting introduction. It’s meant to be fun and you should think of it as if you’re training your brain for a while. The author made it clear that he doesn’t agree with the ideas and theories presented in the book.
I haven’t finished the book yet. I might this weekend. So this blog post isn’t a book review (I don’t believe in reviews). I just want to share the experience with anyone who might read this. But I have to warn you, read about the book first and think well before deciding to read it. Because once you do, it will change the way you think and live forever, no matter what your beliefs are. And if you’re an extremely religious person or an extremely atheist one, do NOT read it.
Here’s the book synopsis:
Imagine that you meet a very old man who — you eventually realize — knows literally everything. Imagine that he explains for you the great mysteries of life — quantum physics, evolution, God, gravity, light, psychic phenomenon, and probability — in a way so simple, so novel, and so compelling that it all fits together and makes perfect sense. What does it feel like to suddenly understand everything? God’s Debris isn’t the final answer to the Big Questions. But it might be the most compelling vision of reality you will ever read. The thought experiment is this: Try to figure out what’s wrong with the old man’s explanation of reality. Share the book with your smart friends then discuss it later while enjoying a beverage.
*It’s the book’s title. Written by Scott Adams . The author of the famous Dilbert’s comics.
It’s available for free to download on the internet. Try here.
Wikipedia Page
If you read it. Please let me know your opinion, I’m interested to know 🙂
So tomorrow marks Laila’s third anniversary. I was going to say the Egyptian Laila but I personally believe she comes from every Arab country or any male-dominant society. I’ve been in her shoes in some occassions and I know MANY Laila’s to feel her pain. After all I’m a female and proud of it, so I guess this makes me Laila by default 🙂
I’ve never participated and wrote anything in Laila’s day but I make sure every time that I read all of the posts. I’m even following Lasto Adri‘s delicious bookmarks this time to keep me updated even before it starts :D(Sorry ~blushes~). I really want to participate this time even if it’s a very small and humble particpation.
What I look forward to more is the reactions; the negative ones to be specific. You see when a so-called “man” mocks Laila (and many will tomorrow), it’s only because he’ll feel threatened and maybe for the first time in his life someone will tell him what a very silly human being he is. I feel sorry for them, for they don’t know any other way to deal with Laila. They attack her at work, they attack her at home, they attack her in the street, they attack her in the stores, they attack her when she tries to claim her rights, they attack her when she tries to defend herself, they attack her when she wants to be herself, they attack her everywhere and all the time. So I won’t be surprised when they attack her on her day.
I also feel sorry for those men who think that Laila is trying to be like them or Laila is against men. She’s not!! Laila is about Laila’s life. Sometimes her problems are caused be women not men. So dear -Laila is against men- “man”, you’re not the center of the universe this time.
I’m looking forward to see Laila’s posts tomorrow. I will agree with some posts and I will disagree with others. But it won’t change on whose side I am: Definitely hers.
So today is the Blog Action Day for the year 2008. It’s about poverty this time. In my opinion it’s useless to talk about any kind of poverty in Lebanon except for one: “Brain Poverty”.
People in Lebanon are poor in their brains. And it is what causing every form of poverty to invade their lives. You see when a person lacks a brain, s/he’ll re-elect the same people who killed her/his family (you’ll see in the coming elections) couple of decades ago with guns. And these elected people will continue to kill her/his family by stripping her/him her/his minimum rights as a human being.
So in order to think about fighting poverty in Lebanon, give the Lebanese some brains, and they’ll be able to move on to think about having a decent life.
That’s all what I have to say.
I shouldn’t have used this campaign to say this but watch the Lebanese News and you’ll be frustrated as I am right now! They make me sick!
