I can’t answer this question..I can’t find the category I fit in…I don’t know if it’s bad or not…Should I be like this or I’m just lost in this world…Is it my world or should I look for mine (if any) somewhere else…There are lots of life aspects I can’t fit in…But the only torturing two are Religion and Society!!
Religion
I’m not an atheist but I don’t see myself following ANY of the current religions…yes current…I don’t believe that today’s Islam is the true Islam, I don’t believe that today’s Christianity is the true Christianity, I don’t believe that todays Judaism is the true Judaism, I believe in Science AND Spirituality..to me, They’re ONE…I don’t trust any religious figures…I believe in God, The powerful supreme energy, Fate, Allah or whatever the term you use…I believe in the afterlife…I believe in Good and Evil…I believe that everyone should worship(or not) whoever s/he wants….I hate sectarianism…I believe that Morals came before Religion not the opposite…Religion just documented them…I believe that we have a very powerful brain and we should use it…and I believe that we make our own destinies..
Then what am I?
Society
Ours is very very very bad…We’re in desperate need for a pimp-my-society makeover project…I hate sexism…I hate ageism…I hate prejudice…I hate how it’s a masculine society…I hate how feminism is so wrong in here…I hate how our society is very shallow…I hate how it’s using globalisation wrongly…I hate how the most important issues that affects the society are only taboos…I hate how it’s trying to be like WORSE societies!! People should always try to be better no??
I want to help to make it better…but how??? People don’t listen..and I hate that!!! I know some people think the same way..but why do I still feel completely alone??
What am I??? I feel I’m right but lost, I feel I don’t fit in here but at the same time I can’t live anywhere else!!! Why??
I don’t know if I make sense or it’s just PMS…I didn’t plan this post…I’m just angry and wanted to let it out…By the way, I might quit my job tomorrow!!!
3 Comments
religion :
you are a Muslim , you reached to what Islam is really about you just need to go deeper , because you used your mind , and you concluded to what is the point of being a Muslim ” the ability to use your mind to find the right morals and follow what is documented in islam” iam talking about Islam because iam a Muslim and i didn’t dig deeper in the other religions .but i don’t think that the other original religions will be much different.
society:
you are right, but what you can do???????? nothing , because the current configuration that we are now is tooooo complex and finding a solution for it won’t be that easy , coz as u said “the most important issues that affects the society are only taboos”.
so if you are ready to fight , go for it , if you aren’t ready learn to live with it , and try to keep the inner you as good as possible.
dear nightS
just bumped into this website and have to say – feel immensely relieved to know someone (you) feels exactly like me. and that we both have pms to blame. know you have sisters-in-pain (and happiness, hopefully). all the best, keep up venting – it is very refreshing to know one is not ‘alone in being alone’.
sophia k.n.
wentamala7lak,
i don’t think “nothing” is the only thing i can do…there must be a solution..
dear sophia k.n.
thanks for your comment and for letting me know i’m not alone 😀 thanks alot 😀