So my family is back
They kept telling me “wish you came with us..we had so much fun”
I smiled “bassita..next summer”

Mom was telling me about the whole week
How they went out everyday… laughed, danced and sang
“how about you?” she asked

I wanted to cry in her arms and tell her that I’m sort of in deep shit
but I smiled

I wanted to tell her about the assholes who are trying their best to trash my image
but I smiled

I wanted to tell her how they’re using the most disgusting and humiliating ways to destroy me
but I smiled

But all I said was
“it was boring…nothing happened”
and I smiled