April 2005:

A: Hey, nice profile

B: Hey, yours too…

July 2005:

C: Come with me I want to say hello to a friend came from Beirut today

B: A?

C: you know her?…

A: *oh my god is that B?*

C: heeeeeeeeeeeey…

B: not a word

A: miss you like hell, I’m so glad I saw you today…

C: yeah how was your flight?

B: not a word….

September 2005(I think):

B: hey, miss you…sorry I couldn’t reach you when you were here, I’ve been busy

A: me too

B: can I get your number?

A: yeah sure +9613******, you know it was really nice meeting you there with C that day

B: yeah me too…

April 2006:

B: happy anniversary 😀

A: I can’t believe it has been only a year…

B: yeah I know…bestfriends for the next years too?

A: sure 😀

Some time after that

B: A, this should stop!

A: o.O! what this?

B: this!!! I can’t afford losing you…it can’t happen…me & you!!!

A: o.O!!! uhhhh…OK

B: OK? don’t just say OK..talk about it!!!

A: what?! I know that already and I have no problem with that!!! but ok, why should it stop?

B: because we are in different continents for god’s sake!!

A: OK…I told you I know that…

silence

B: I need to go now

A: ok…bye!

the template of all conversations later

A: what’s wrong with you?

B: nothing…

A: you changed..ever since that day …you are not the same…come on I know you…

B: it’s just the midterms and I have problems in the college…

A: ok so? I’m in deep shit too…what happened?!

B: nothing I’m OK…

A: and why didn’t you tell me about your new girlfriend…I knew from X…

B: I didn’t?!

A: no you just told me there is someone long time ago…and that you will tell me later…but seems later will never come…

B:I didn’t?!

A: miss you!

B: me too…

12-7-2006 (First day Israel started the attack)

A: C? hey…I think it’s getting nasty here..just wanted to call you…

C: shit…take care of yourself dear ok?

A: ok I will…*bang*…did you hear that??!?!?!

C: WHAT? no..stop making me & B worry here..

A: he’s with you? say hi..

C: ok..you hang in there…

during the war

A: hello?

B: yeah dear are you OK?

A: B?! heey yeah I’m OK..nothing is happening here…don’t worry…

B: I’m so worried about you..don’t stop miss calling me everyday and keep me updated ok?

the war ended…went back to the state before the war…or even worse..an example below

A: you are pushing me away!!!!

B: no I’m not…I feel that I don’t know you anymore…especially when I see your personal messages online…and I know nothing about it

A: well you can ask me about them…and I never see you online..if you could bother yourself and remove the “appear offline” status and ask me about them instead of watching me without me even knowing you were there…I would tell you about them…

B: I’m sorry..you know how much I love you…but these personal messages really did a great job :S

A: just ask me!!!! see?! you are pushing me away…and acting as if nothing happened…I can’t force myself in your life if you don’t want me in it…so I had to back off for a while

B: see?! you backed off….

A: 😐

November 19 2006

A: are you still alive?!

B: no..this is my ghost..

A: hehehe..why don’t you log on like before?!

B: no time..sleep..tv..going out..studying…and I don’t feel happy on MSN

A: …you used to be happy….nice pic..send it..

B: OK…

silence

B: you can show a sign of life while receiving it…

A: nice pic..I see you had a hair cut…

B: yeah..goodnight!

A: o.O..goodnight!

Note: The following was said too..but I don’t believe it…but I thought of publishing it anyway…

B: in the first week after *the* conversation I felt weird a little bit because I had feelings for you already and it took me time to get used to it…I didn’t want it to increase….